Friday, January 7, 2011

and Never be Ashamed to...

Touched down in San Francisco. Sun shines, lots of beautiful womens, decent food, and clean air... I could get used to this ;]. if San Fran is this good, LA must be amazing.

anyways, it is now...

Day 8: Weakness
1. Insects. They're Hell spawn I tells ya. HELL SPAWN. This is probably my only phobic fear. Doesnt mean I won't smashy one up good though.
2. Losing the ability to use my legs... again. People really take things for granted. It's true what they say, you never know what you've got 'til it's gone. Half a decade ago I fell into a coma and the muscles in my body completely atrophied to the point where I couldn't even sit up without assistance, let alone walk. It would be MUCH worse now that dance has latched itself onto my life. I honestly don't know what I'd do.
3. Betrayal. I am terrified of it.
4. Becoming the 40-year old virgin. Not that I've seen the movie, I'm just talking about the circumstance.
5. Women. They're volatile, unpredictable, and worst of all, you can't punch them :/
6. Having my friends leave me when they realize who I really am.
7. Opening up to people... I guess this kinda goes with betrayal, cause I always think that people will tell my darkest secrets to everyone else... ergo, why I don't tell people my darkest secrets.
8. My future. I have a set plan about how my life will be, and I'm constantly afraid that things will not go the way I planned... because they usually don't.

There's 8 of my fears. See you tomorrow.


faitswulff said...

I actually hear that LA sucks to live in. SFO is really, really nice though. THEY HAVE BURMESE RESTAURANTS OMGWTFBBQ

Acknowledging our fears is huge. By naming our fears, we define and limit them. By naming them, we know our weaknesses, but we also know how to combat them. By naming them, we take a step toward accepting and growing beyond them.

Be yourself. Fuck anyone who doesn't like you, there are plenty who do, and plenty more out there who will like you. Promise.

Just remember to use a condom.

faitswulff said...

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