Gone.

Even though I knew that it was coming.

Even though I thought I was ready to break it off myself.

I wasn't ready for this.

Though I know that it needed to happen.

That it had to happen.

That she wasn't happy.

That I wasn't happy.

It still hurts...

so much...

I thought I was above feeling this way.

That my logical mind would triumph and spare me the pain.

I was wrong.

and now...

It is over. Forever.

People say she wasn't worth my time.

She was.

People pity me.

I'm not worth it.

People tell me to move on.

I have to...

but..

Where do I go?

Where can I go?